MY BIRTHDAY!!

Well, I def. have not been staying on track like I should! But, I have lost a lil bit more. So for my birthday's weigh in today is 187.3..total weight loss is 14.7 pounds. Just about half way to my goal point of 30 lbs! If I would have stayed on track I know i would have lost the weight, but the last couple of weeks have been so crazy! This week have found out that I am going to be going thru a divorce. And yesterday he told me that I need to leave. So ya. Life is going crazy now. Today is my birthday and im going out of town with my lovely friends, and going to try and keep things off of my mind for today/tonight, but I know its going to be hard!! Well sorry for falling off the blogger for a bit, but I will def. be on my diet still, and be back on here daily hopefully soon....

Day 16

So today was a good day. I did good on my diet yesterday so back on full force yay..yesterday was a fruit day with a turkey sandwich for dinner. I weighed in today at 191!!!!!!! 11 lbs down. I am super happy and cant wait to get to my 15 lb mark now! 4lbs away...I think since I have bypassed the 10 lb mark it is making me super excited that the weight is actually coming off at this point. I cant really feel it in my jeans, my stomach def. does not seem bloated out anymore so they are def. a better fit. But, still not lose to go down a size lol. I am thinking hopefully at my 20 lb mark they will so we will see!!

DAY 15

OK so today was my second week weigh in and day 15. NOT GOOD AT ALL. Im dissapointed in myself, because I let my weaknesses get over me and blew this whole week. I gained .8 of a pound from last weeks weigh in, but went back down from my 10 lb mark. I am back on it today full force and HAVE TO LOSE 30 lbs or as close as i can by Feb 12 (my birthday). I actually ordered The Six Week Body Makeover and so Im really excited for when I get it in hopes that will work also. I will continue my current diet until I get that one and figure it out. I just need something where I can eat some carbs, thats my biggest fault, and hope that if I am able to eat some, it will make it that much easier for me to stick to my diet. I think I can lose the 30lbs if I am able to lose a total of 20 lbs by then end of this month. I was doing so good and thats always what happens...I ruin it =( Trying to just stay positive and keep going so I can accomplish my main goal of 30 lbs!!!!!!!!!

Day 13

HERE IS AN UPDATE FOR THE PAST BOUT WEEK SINCE I HAVE NOT POSTED..SORRY.

January 7th weigh in 193.6
8th weigh in 193.2
9th weigh in 193.6
10th weigh in 193.2
11th weigh in 192 (10 lbs mark)
12th weigh in 193.2
13th weigh in 193.4


Ok so there are my weigh ins for the days I have missed on updating daily, which I will try and keep up! So what has been going on?? Well I was doing good it slowed down until 11th. Which I finally made it to the 10lb mark which was also my husbands birthday. We went to the movies and seen Avatar, which I loved and cant wait for video on it, and I ate popcorn candy and regular soda! I know I shouldnt have, but I did. Then Yesterday I faulted again and sphaghetti, crackers and ice cream. But, today I am back on in full force. I was reading its normally to mess up on a diet, and if you do to just get back on track and keep going, so thats what I am doing. Today I actually have not been feeling good at all, woke up with a sore throat so bad!! I had oatmeal and have been sleeping the rest of the day, but now i have to eat something and Im going to eat some eggs and sausage. Hopefully tomorrow is a good weigh in and now my big goal is to keep going until I reach the 20lb mark!! Well when I reach the 15lb mark Ill be super happy!!!

I actually think that since I got in the biggest fight ever with my husband and ended up at my moms house on SAT night that didnt help. So I know now another one of my faults eating when depressed! I dont think that helped my eating either and def. steered me from my diet, but I am ok now and moving forward!

Day 7

Well today was the last day before my official weekly weigh in tomorrow morning!!! I did pretty good today. I ate eggs and ham with ketchup for lunch. I woke up late with baby again so it was pretty much a lunch. Then I had a tuna salad sandwich. Which I was not suppose to make it into a sandwich, but I couldnt resist =). And I been drinking tons of water, I bought those crystal light packets and it def. helps me drink the water way more faster. This mornings lost was .6 and weighed in at 193.6. Im actually gettin pretty excited, because once I lose 10lbs then I have reached my first goal! Then on to losing another 10! I am hoping and shooting for really losing 30lbs by my birthday it will be such a great birthday gift, I will be happy with just those gone =) So being hopeful. I think once I hit the 15 lb mark it will def. help with confidence booster that I can and AM doing it =)

Day 6

SAD day today. I weighed in at only a .6 loss on a scale, but need to remember I should not even be weighing in daily only once a week so Im ok LOL..well sort of. I did OK on my diet today. I had chocolate milk for breakfast (should only be plain) and then I had a bowl of pinto beans with cheese for lunch then a salad with onions, cucumbers and italian dressing for dinner. I had one sugar free candy also. Im trying not to eat them at all, but when I did eat that one it helped my cravings so its working well on helping LOL.

Im almost done with reading my book and ready to read my new book yay!! My lil guy is 13 months and he went poo poo and took off his diaper afterwards! Luckily everything stayed lol, but im hoping its a sign he is ready to be potty trained! Since Im not working right now Im going to start tomorrow and see how he does because I know they say boys are harder, so I figure the sooner I start maybe it wont end up so bad in the end. OK night...

Day 5

Hello =) Well today was fairly easy. It went by quick. I did have massive cravings considering I made steak, baked potatos and green beans for dinner for the family =). I did good though and I got to eat my fruit salad with whip cream mmmmmm. I ate my sausage and eggs this morning then fell asleep with baby for awhile woke up and had to do some running around went to the bookstore and got the book My Sisters Keeper. I am almost done reading my other book! I was surprised how much I have read in the last couple days!! Anywho..I went to the store and bought some sugar free candy to suck on to help with the cravings and bought different 100 calorie snacks so if Im going crazy and have to snack I have those. But, I am going to still try and not eat them seeing how those are not in my diet at all. Just emergencies I guess lol..better I eat 100 calorie pack then a hamburger or something. Other then that I went to Beverly's to get some fabric to decorate my partners journal for a swap =) Hope it comes out what Im thinking to make LOL...so we will see! Oh I weighed in at 194.8 so that is a total loss of 7.2lbs! Wahoo..

Day 4

Mess today! I didnt do so well eeekk..I had my cheese slices this morning like I should. Then I went to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for my son and I couldn't help, but eat half of it. =( Of course mad after I ate it I have not eaten anything since...I know that is not the right thing to do, but I feel better for not eating anything after. On the good note..I was 1.6 lbs down so now 195.8lbs. Still improving. =) NIght..

Day 3

Hello NO ONE lol... I feel like im writing to myself. BUt, oh well this is really for me =) Well today is about over and I am ready for bed. Today was not so bad up until I made dinner. I had a sausage for breakfast and then some ham and then dinner I had chicken. And before I go to bed im going to eat some strawberries. Dinner was a little harder because I had made broccoli rice and green beans and chicken. yummy! I the biggest rice eater ever! But, cant have it right now. So ya no fun. BUt on the good side I weighed in today at 197.4. So another 2.2 down! Very sure just water, but still happy the numbers are going down. Well night...

Day 2

Today is about over. Today was a fruit day on my diet. So ya it was a little more harder today. Some of my cravings/wants started to kick in already hahahha. Well I guess its not easy when you have a husband that keeps his desk full of candy on top and then chooses to get a hamburger for dinner! But, I didnt budge at all! I had an apple for breakfast, strawberries later and a turky sandwich for dinner. Again I didnt eat the 4th meal. I woke up super late at 1pm lol... I know its because my son was up until 3am screaming!!! He was obviously over tired and just wouldn't go to sleep. So yup we all ended up really sleeping in. I hate sleeping in that late to because then I feel like I wasted my day!! When we did get up and moving we ended up going to Gamestop and took back a couple games and got two more games. We got a Sonic one and hubby picked some really hard puzzle one lol.. But, LOVE this wii! I am planning on buying the wii fit board when I lose 30lbs so keep me motivitated!! I did weigh in today and I weighed in at 199.6 meaning a 2.4 lose in one day! I know its just water weight, but hey, the numbers came down =)

O I had gotten a new book called 'Ten Degrees of Reckoning'..its about family that was sailing aroung the world and got hit by a Korean vessel and everyone died except the Mother and is retelling the very tragic, heartbreaking, story. I just started it, but will try and remember to update after I am done reading it. I am not a reader at all, but I heard of the story on aol and really wanted to read what happened and how she coped with everything. Very strong woman! Night

Day 1

Today was an easy day for me. It went by fast and the first day on a diet seems to be easy. You are still pumped and eager to get the pounds off hahaha. I ate one scrambled egg for breakfast. Then for Lunch ate oatmeal. And for dinner I had sausage and green beans. I was suppose to eat another meal, but I am exhausted and not even hungry. ALso I just drank water all day. I am doing a diet thru fat loss 4 idiots =) So I am following a meal plan. I know im not suppose to weigh myself everyday, but I cant help but to when I wake up. Ill just be putting my daily weight in these daily posts, but my weekly update on the side for the weekly weigh ins. Today it did suck because my mom bought 3 crabs for 15$!! Very good price! She was like you should have waited until tomorrow to do your diet and you could have came over and ate some. But, although it did sound sooo good for dinner, My day was already practically over and I did perfect on my diet, so I figured I am dedicated to this and I need to learn to turn away my cravings now, because If I dont then Im always going to have a hard time. Morning weigh in to start with 202! So I am very proud of myself =) So day 1 is done!!