Day 4

Mess today! I didnt do so well eeekk..I had my cheese slices this morning like I should. Then I went to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for my son and I couldn't help, but eat half of it. =( Of course mad after I ate it I have not eaten anything since...I know that is not the right thing to do, but I feel better for not eating anything after. On the good note..I was 1.6 lbs down so now 195.8lbs. Still improving. =) NIght..

Day 3

Hello NO ONE lol... I feel like im writing to myself. BUt, oh well this is really for me =) Well today is about over and I am ready for bed. Today was not so bad up until I made dinner. I had a sausage for breakfast and then some ham and then dinner I had chicken. And before I go to bed im going to eat some strawberries. Dinner was a little harder because I had made broccoli rice and green beans and chicken. yummy! I the biggest rice eater ever! But, cant have it right now. So ya no fun. BUt on the good side I weighed in today at 197.4. So another 2.2 down! Very sure just water, but still happy the numbers are going down. Well night...

Day 2

Today is about over. Today was a fruit day on my diet. So ya it was a little more harder today. Some of my cravings/wants started to kick in already hahahha. Well I guess its not easy when you have a husband that keeps his desk full of candy on top and then chooses to get a hamburger for dinner! But, I didnt budge at all! I had an apple for breakfast, strawberries later and a turky sandwich for dinner. Again I didnt eat the 4th meal. I woke up super late at 1pm lol... I know its because my son was up until 3am screaming!!! He was obviously over tired and just wouldn't go to sleep. So yup we all ended up really sleeping in. I hate sleeping in that late to because then I feel like I wasted my day!! When we did get up and moving we ended up going to Gamestop and took back a couple games and got two more games. We got a Sonic one and hubby picked some really hard puzzle one lol.. But, LOVE this wii! I am planning on buying the wii fit board when I lose 30lbs so keep me motivitated!! I did weigh in today and I weighed in at 199.6 meaning a 2.4 lose in one day! I know its just water weight, but hey, the numbers came down =)

O I had gotten a new book called 'Ten Degrees of Reckoning'..its about family that was sailing aroung the world and got hit by a Korean vessel and everyone died except the Mother and is retelling the very tragic, heartbreaking, story. I just started it, but will try and remember to update after I am done reading it. I am not a reader at all, but I heard of the story on aol and really wanted to read what happened and how she coped with everything. Very strong woman! Night

Day 1

Today was an easy day for me. It went by fast and the first day on a diet seems to be easy. You are still pumped and eager to get the pounds off hahaha. I ate one scrambled egg for breakfast. Then for Lunch ate oatmeal. And for dinner I had sausage and green beans. I was suppose to eat another meal, but I am exhausted and not even hungry. ALso I just drank water all day. I am doing a diet thru fat loss 4 idiots =) So I am following a meal plan. I know im not suppose to weigh myself everyday, but I cant help but to when I wake up. Ill just be putting my daily weight in these daily posts, but my weekly update on the side for the weekly weigh ins. Today it did suck because my mom bought 3 crabs for 15$!! Very good price! She was like you should have waited until tomorrow to do your diet and you could have came over and ate some. But, although it did sound sooo good for dinner, My day was already practically over and I did perfect on my diet, so I figured I am dedicated to this and I need to learn to turn away my cravings now, because If I dont then Im always going to have a hard time. Morning weigh in to start with 202! So I am very proud of myself =) So day 1 is done!!

New Years Eve

Well today is my first post =). It is the day before I start my diet and the New Year! I def. have not been eating like I am about to go on a diet, but hey I am not on it yet right?? hahha... Anyways....
New Years Resolutions....
1. Lose 72.5lbs
2. Find a job
3. Get into or find a LVN program to get into this year or next..asap
4. Manage my finances WAY better
5. Move into a bigger place (hopefully buy a house)
6. Live my life again..just because i am married with a boring lazy person, does not mean I should follow in his steps. Going to be me again and be happy and full of life!!

I also would love to get eye surgery done. Well I guess its not really eye surgery its for my eyelids. LOL. I have asain eyes so I dont have much of an eyelid and would love one LOL... My grandma and aunt have had it done and its not expensive at all so really want it! Maybe this year, but only IF I lose all my weight will I do it.

I have not decided how I am going to do this blog yet..If I should just write at the end of the day what I ate and how I feel or write in the morning my plans for the day. Well, actually now that I think and type this I will write at the end of each day. Seems like a better approach for me for this blog.

I told my husband to stay on my butt and help with an aggressive approach on helping me stick with my diet. I have tendencies to want to cheat and I told him not to let me AT ALL. I told him I may even get mad or irritated, but hey, I need to lose weight for me and to be wayyy happier! So tomorrow is the new beginning for me =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR =)